well i woke up today just like anyother day and went to go watch tv when i hear my dad yelling "LINDSAY COME HELP ME" so i grab my jacket go downstairs and our entire basements guest room is full with water and their is a water fall coming from the window seal falling onto the floor. So we have to move everything into the movie room and then i begin the neverending having to use a vacum to vaccum up the water ulg this sucks now i have gross wet feet a headache and i sitll have to dig a ditch every 30mins so the water wont go into the basement again this is terriable stupid pipe!!!!

oh man fuck school starts tomorrow im so excited to see all my old friends again but god in a week i will be dreading it i know at least i dont have to go through this by myself right?! im so bored right now though becuase since we do have school tomorrow no one is doing anything so im stuck at home watching the olympics with my mother yay!..................................i guess ? oh man i have to get up at 5:45 oh my god i guess i am just extreamly lazy because i think on a total i got up before 8:30 twice or three times ehh who knows. on the other hand man i have to find someone that will give me a ride to school in the morning i wonder if i pay somone if they will because i so would considering that the bus comes at i think 7 :00 or some thing argh oh well i guess i will see you all tomorrow INTHE FIRST DAY OF SCHOLL BUM BUM BUM !!!!!

well i came home from girls camp because i couldnt eat anything their because im vegan so i was gettign sick but i think that it really pissed off my mother i got to talk to bryce again so we are ok now and that makes me happy im BORED ARGH im excited bryce is entering in the hawk 9th and 9th skate comp. so im goign to go see him skate if anyone else wants to go then they cxan i still have to find a way down their any way but if you do go dont tell him i asked you to becaus eihe doent want alot of peopel their but i want people to go but yeah i have to figure out soem way to get home early from my family reunion from my cabin JESUS CHRIST i have had three reunions the last like three weekends I HATE RELETIVES ARGHHHH! btu yeah im goign to go eat or watch a movie or something

I HATE WEED! I think that it is the fucking dumbest thing it makes you look stupid and act stupid i mean how is saying "im a stoner" make you look cool? (I mean it it really that great i mean alcholics dont go around telling people that they are they are usually ashamed of it. So are drug addits.)It just means you smoke a plant for fun now i think that if you said that to any one they would think that you were a total idiot. And then people say that if you smoke cigeretts that you are killing yourself (which i quit doign because it is stupidand it will kill you ) well your doing just the same thing when you smoke weed yeah their might not be as many toxins it the plant but still you are inhaling foriegn smoke into your lungs which causes the same damage. Then why do people say it is the safe drug? Yeah you cant overdose on it or get "hangovers" but when you spend all your money on getting the weed i mean thats just as bad as getting any other drug.  Most people smoke because it gets them away from their problems just like drinking and other drugs do but you shouldnt have to do that. 'Yes' i used to smoke but then when it fucked me over and i finally decided what the hell am i doing?, I just look like a stupid hippie smoking and im sorry that i ever got into it in the first place ( I mean for example this shouldnt happen last weekend i went up to my cabin for a family reunion and me and my aunt had the job of clearing spaces for people to part well to do so we had to climb up this really steep hill and half way up i was weezing and out of breath and my 50! year old aunt was still goign i mean how lame and pathetic is that and i felt so stupid) But i guess that the best way to learn is to experience it and so in a way im glad that i did try it so i can say that i know what i am talking about and i can truly say that i think that people would be off better with out it oh now to get back at me you might say "well you drink and thats just as bad as smoking if not worse" which in all truth it is and im now going to try and stop because it is a dumb thing and when you do it you can end up doing things that you can really regret which i can say has happened to me and to other people that i know. I think that it is a extreamly stupid thing that i think people would be better off without. Think of all the things you could do and get with the money that you have spent on drugs? I think that no one looks better or cooler smoking i honestly say that i lose some respect for the people that do( and i have no dought that people have lost respect for me) and the people that push smoking on to others i lose alot of respect for i hope i dont piss anyone off and i know that i might but that is just how i feel because latley it has just been bugging me i hate my freinds doing it becasue it just makes them tired the whole next day and they arent nearly as fun as they usually are i hate that bryce does it becasue i love that kid and it makes me nervous when he does it ALL THE TIME! i love all my friends none the less though i just wish that they could really look to see why the hell they are doing it i mean you shouldnt have to have fun by smoking thats just stupid we never used to have to so why now?

i hate this i am so bored ALL THE TIME i need a fucking job so bad i hate it and i miss bryce god damit i thought that i would write somehting because i havent for forever but i have no poepms that will touch your heart and no song lyrics to post on here so HAVE A GREAT FUCKIGN SUMMER EVERYONE!

wow i really havent written in this for along time its werid to think that im in high school now man i think that i grew up to fast but you know hwat can you do whats doen is doen sorry that i dotn have anything really exciting to ay or i dotn have any poems that are like from my heart and makes you cry when you read it but you knwo im not that talented in that area i stick to drawing so hum what so say well my parents are makeing me go to mormon camp and IM PISSED i dotn want to go its just goignto be a dissaster but oh well i miss people ever since school ended i havent seen so many of my friends like abbie or anna or chelsea and i miss then it sux hum i have a boyfriend now well i have had one for almost two months now and i can say in full honesty that i love him i may not have know him that long but you know what you shouldnt have to wait or have a time limit on when you can love someone so if you think that im saying this to fast well to bad because I DO! hum im soo bored i i have like a stupid schedule now for my days i wake up at like 12:30 then i watch a movie then if i have to get ready im sooooo lazy meh its the summer time to rest i guess i really want to dye my hair again i want to do it crazy colors but i dought that my mom will let me but hey sorry if i really bored some of you guys but im goign now good job if you actually red this whole thing talk to you later Lindsay

yeah so i havent written in this in who knows how long so i thought that i would but yeah im lonely but oh well mabey i will find someone im having fun though im makeing so many new friends its awsome im so excited for the summer we only have like 7 weeks left i think i can deal with that and spring break is next wekk so hey fun times yeah but my birthday isnt in 8 days any more it was actually about 3 weeks ago but yeah in goign to go now

ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN 8 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its always their waiting to get you at the worst moment and then you can escape it weather abiout a boy your family or your friends its all the same and i hate it i just wish i could make it go away forever but i know that i cant and that scares me im just glad that i have my friends to beleive in me thank you

thanx everyone for writeing im sorry that you had to see that side of me and your right i dont need bob and never did he is imature im sorry about saying fuck everyone becasue you guys are probably the only thing that keeps me here i seriously love all you guys and care about you all so much im never alone when im with you guys i just like to bitch alot i guess if i wait the mens will come to me haha buti love youall sorry for being sucha dumb ass LOVE YOU ALLLLL!!!!!!